Friday, July 9, 2010

Hi.
I'm blogging since no one is.
And the last post was 15 Feb.
WOW.

Okay, I don't know what to say about.
But I guess this place can be my diary, since no one visits/knows about this blog.

It's been 7 months.
And it's really long.
Everything's changing.
Our lives, our friends, our thinking, our pespectives, our relationships.
Sometimes I don't even know if anyone understands.
I thought you all would.
But alas, you all didn't.

At first I didn't realise so.
Then I thought of what you said.
Then I pieced the puzzle.
Then I realised what you were thinking.

Now we're okay, but the hurt is still there, all because I couldn't get your trust after so long.
Maybe it's my fault, but it doesn't mean that you're not to blamed.
Hpmh!
I don't get it.
I don't want this.
But it had to come.

I hope we will be able to go back to the time we once were.
I guess I will be able to forget this whole thing soon.
But now I won't even get to meet you for at least once a week.
And for you, I guess you still care, but only when I'm here.
When I'm not you probably forgot about my existence.
And for you, I guess I talked the most to you this year?
You're not really involved in all these, and I have already forgotten about the episode last year.
And now I hate myself for thinking the worst.

Four people, four lives, four plans, four thinkings.

Shuen Y

hi noe most ppl juz forget abt tis blog.wondering if i gave tis blog a wrong name...in the show it says:Gossip Girls, your only way to the scandalas life of manhattan. haha ours shld be:Gossip Girls: your only way to hell in Singapore. i don find any wrong in tis sentence okok it cny so wadeev. life is getting depressing fvor me as i find out more about surrounding, my friends, my life and me. soemtimes i look at the clouds and i feel so blank.feel asthough nothin bad could ever happen on those bright blure skies. make me think of movies which hv those scenes of it in the movie and how the movie had a happy ending.dreaming i could do, which if far from possible when i tear my eyes from the hypnotising skies anbd look bvack to reality, the painful, cruel and heartless reality. arghhhhhh. sound real emo but thats the way it is.i dono y i muz pick such a hard dream to fufill.and i find myself getting more diff from the perpective i use to. i use to talk it alot to many ppl.but nw i hardly say it as i "learnedhelplessnes" i guess. most ppl juz tink it s a kid dream which one cant fufil and others who r more sympatic listen to it but nv took uch notice of it i guess.sometimes iwan2 prove them wrong but that road is juz too far,so far to reach.with e oncoming situation every year, my confidence slipped away.i feel like giving up but i juz cant. its the most terrible thing to be, stuck in the middle of both situation. i dono. really. whoever read juz DON talk to me bout it.don ask if u don wan to hear lies....

hi ppl!
long time since i posted..
or rather,
anyone posted.
haha..
anw..
th depressing thing is tat,
i'll be going to 2e3,
and vivian will be going to 2e5,
and shuyun adn huishi at 2e6.
ohkayye,just read a piece of news at bingqi's:

2e3-gd in math and sci
2e4-gd in humanities
2e5-gd in chi
2e6-average

phkayye,
euu knw,
i wish i scored lower ferr math and sci
and vi scored lower ferr chi
(not saying im jealous of euu uhh,vivi)
then we could have all stuck tgt in a class,
rite?!?!
crap!
i'm beginning to think tat t info is correct.
i mean,
i scored most ferr math and sci,
and vivi is best in chi,
rite??
crap!
ferr once,i wish i had scored lower..

ohkayye,
posting bcos no one's posting..
and it seems like it'll remain like tat foreva..
-.-

oops.
nothing to write.
haha..
dunno wata write in a shared bloqq..
-.-



haishh...
it seems as if it's gonna crumble.
it's not strong,
and it might not last after all,
unlike what i thought at first.
well,i guess i was wrong.


YShuenLinnY

today, i am reaaly really really really upset and sad. you know those that really reach really deeep and hurt you deeply. those that you don feel like crying juz that u feel like coping up and juz sit and stare at the wall for nthin can you really feel a swell and swollen that hurtmore and more and deeply as time pass. i am really upset,even having my 2 tests failed and being lastin class cant compare, do u noe that kind of thing? i think its also sort of jealousy or the strong the desire to have something,so strong and so fill u uo that is hurt so much, i am glad i am really put things behind, but this particular thing hurt me i can heal only after a day and escape through distraction,y am i like tis?i cant understand , nor my chances of escaping are good as they are as many as one with only left with a hand sticking out of the world's most dabgerous and quickest's quicksand. wish i could relief my touture soon instead of 10 yrs later. PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

today we discovered smthin
Grace is a bitch
not very surprising though since we all noe b4 that she is a bitch but we discovered she is the mother of all of it
she suck
really
anyway. i shall start my day...

so today i woke up and go tuition till 12.15 and walk to j8 to meet shuen since its v near and i ate 2 cups of minimerlts(oops, there oes all my diet plan) vanilla and shuen had one then we went to kfc and got each got a large popcorn chicken and decided to eat it oon the waty to bi8njg qi's house. so we bought it and we started on e way to bing qi house and i discovered its in a house in my aunt's area too.not themain point though. anyway,we jay7cross and laugh like shit cuz we cross halfway and found that the other side it blocked up by some stupid metal so we walk a bit in the middle of e road and search for bing qi's house and afdter a while we found it and went up. then bing qi's identical tywin came and we thought its her but she look a bit diff and me and shuen rmb bing got a twin so latere we went in and found bing qi and ka yan and GRACE inside playing some game on bing qi house and then shuen was thirstyso we went out and get some drink and then we got some for GRACE and ka yan and we stareted to slack around for a while.that time we decided GRACE and othewrs was alright so we slackl till sock hui came too and started and SUDDELY NOTE!!!!

grace say not to include shu yun and vivian's name.

bitch

mother of all

we were shock and me and shuen look at each other and i said we will talk abt this later to put it off.then she made this bitchy list and exclude v and sy name

again
bitch

so we made no thing and no comment so she took it all say yes and we juz ignore it. i diodnt tink much but juz to keep in mind to take care of thgings later. after all.there is the 4 of them and we 2 cant possibiliy fight them.its easier to take them down one by one,it also breaks them up more thouroughly too, so we started and pick a tune out of a few bing qi played and then i recorde it anmd we started to wirte lyrics

1)i did all the lyrics and shuen and GRACE gave a few modification comments.
2) plz note dat kayan and sock hui did nothin
3) then ok, me gave lyrics,shuen and GRACE gave a few comments,bing took care of the music and provided us the location to do this thing(which i mind a lot as i don even wan2 go someoine house in the first place), and sock hui in the end copied the music which is not neccessary AT all as i plan to send them anyway and ka yan DID NOT EVEN DO ANYTHING.DID NOIT DO ANYTHING BUT XCME AND USE HER ASS TO WARM UP THE FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!
bitch
and then bing mum v. nice and then we ate some dessert of hers and then we went off and GRACE and whioever need to take bus and me and shuen decided to hang at j8 somemore so we went and go to kfc toi rest as we were beat from all the 3walkjing at i ordered a snackmer and she ate some fries and si9po some drink and we diuscuss wad mother of all bitches GRACE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talkin bout tarnishing the reputation of the word "grace".we list out a few points:

1)at the styart of the year, shuen told me she heard GRACE said she hate shuen
2) she started to backmouth us throughout the whole time to sy bout us treating her as a spare tire and all and a few times sy wan2 sit with us and GRACE juz don let her go!

don mind me saying again

bitch

*which is not true, we juz thought sy wan2 sit with them and we juz don wan like force her or smthin like bother her its like when you tinki someone sit with someone else for recess you wont go everyday still to ask her to go w you

3)she had an arguement with sy and when they dpoing project that day, she ask sy to stay back and don let her do amnything and say she necver do anything.

MOTHER OF THE WHOLE UNIVERSE BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4) juz cuz sy told her later about the not going cuz her dad is go8ing to cut her allowance if she go(for god sake, no offence but sy allowance is little, all students are, she cant lose anymore) and SHE DON WAN TO INCLUDE JHER NAME!WHEN SHE NOE SY ALWAYS DO ALOT IN A PROJECT WORK!!!!! in fact she did most for out project(guilty) AND IT WAS SOLELY HER IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 WHY IUS THERE SUCH A BITCHY PERSON ON EARTH???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON BELIVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE SHOULD BE IN A LAB FOR STRUDYING WHY HER BITCHNESS LEVEL IS BEYOND IMAGINATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wonder why she is not in the Most Extreme for bitches
i tink i miss it cuz i often miss out the no.1 i wil keep my eyes open
then later we discuss abt things only e 4 of us. plz sms me when u guys see this.
i will like to keep our plan to our self. those who dono the plan and are super interested can call me or tell me tmr when go online to msn. if u noe.... vi noe but not sy and shuen right?haha e rest i will continue tmr. and i will see if i wanna post our plan on tis blog.interested ppl can tell me. i can let u in on the story:) depending on who u r...


hs

Today me and v found the nost new powerful and best daredrink, THE MIX DRINK!!!!!!
OK, so we mixed pepper and chilli and salt and moutain dew stained ice and plain water and tomato sauce i tink dats about it
my finger hurts and i will kepp it short. bye:)

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